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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
8:07PM
calli!! pictures(some of them) from (some of) the retreats i went on are up. goto www.cross2carr.com and go to pictures then click on then ones that say C2K and jhbr...there aren't many yet, but there'll be more. and then the choir tour ones that i and other peaople have are ging to be up. so fun. i don't have much to say. can't wait to be home so that you can vent on me. lol. <3 ya mucho! ~i'm a regular cheerio today. lol. lylas...frootloops!!!!!! lol.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
6:36PM
hey calli! i miss you! can't wait to be home in texas. next year on my to-do list i deffinately need to add stay home for more than a week. haha. lol. wow. i really want to be home. not that i don't like it here, i just like texas better. here it's all rainy and stuff cuz of the hurricanes. at least it didn't hit us tho. lol. hopefully next year we can do more than just the movies...maybe shopping will be more our style. lol. i'll have my permit by then. i'm not looking forward to driving as much as raychel was. since her thirteenth b-day she was always i get to drive soon. ha. and now she can but she's also got a job selling mark((teen version of avon))and trying to save money for a car...she has to look at colleges and stuff soon and the taks test really counts this year for her...i'm not ready for all that...i only have a year and a half...that's so not enuff time. wow...i'm thinking too much. i just got back from seeing war of the worlds. it was good. i was jumping a lot. it's a movie that we should go see with travis...but now that i've seen it i'd prolly ruin it for both of you in the first ten minutes of the movie since we talk so much. haha. j/k. you'd just have to tape my mouth shut is all...lol. well i'm hoping to see you soon...we'll do sum10 when i get back. ttyl! ~Cheerio
Friday, June 17, 2005
6:23PM
are macy and jack still going out??? he didn't say ilu macy at the end of his xanga. just curious. that's so cute...<3 reece. lol. ilu calli marie!
5:39PM
hey!!! back from LA!! woohoo. i had lots of fun. sunday---woke up at 4am...u heard the rest of that day already. we did ok at the concert that nite. monday---i don't remeber what we did...concert was ok. tuesday---went to the mall with hanna ricky and leslie. we kept forcing ricky and leslie to hold hands. it was hilarious. no concert. stayed up til 1:30 am LA time...3:30 AM here, we were solving our differences between me molly ashley and leslie...we're all great friends again. lol. YAY!!! wednesday---walk of fame, wax museum, guiness world records place, saw hollywood sign, went to rodeo drive and to the grove. thursday---went to huricane harbor and magic mountain six flags. i went on three roller coasters then went to hurricane harbor...i scraped my chin on the bottom of the lazy river almost as soon as i got there so i didn't do much the rest of the day...i had fun anywayz tho. friday---went to venice beach...bought a t-shirt and a hoodie...caught a starfish, had loads of fun. saturday---plane ride home...had to e in the lobby by 4am... sunday---leave for c2k in oak cliffe...did i spell that rite...cliff cliffe??
move everything from tuesday down to saturday back a day(tuesday=monday, wednesday=tuesday, thurday=wednesday...so on and so forth. lol.) then i come home from the 23 thru july 1...then i go to tyler with family and family friends to a lake house...then i come home on jul 4 to see fireworks...july 5th i leave to go to florida until the 17 or 18. then i come back and work at summer fun at my church...last year leslie made like $240 or sum10 like that working there. yay...moolah for lauren. lol. then i'm done for the summer...school starts on august 15...then in 2006 school starts in september. bleh...we get like half our breaks taken away.
while we were at the mall on monday ricky told leslie that perry told him that alex told perry that he didn't like me. grrr...why can't he just tell me in person...besides...the story coulda gotten messed up since it went thru so many peeps rite??? he coulda lied to perry rite...maybe he didn't want perry to get mad at him for liking his ex...rite??? OMGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ERIN OLIPHINT LIKES PERRY!!!!! omgosh she told me while we were on the hollywood walk of fame and i started like freaking out. she thot i would be mad...it made my day. i was so happy the rest of the time. then that nite we told matt behrman and then hanna told perry. it was so fun, but it made erin lose her appetite. lol. i mite like matt behrman again. ok not mite...how about i do. lol. i mean c'mon spending two weeks in a row with him...how can i help myself. i still think he likes me too. lol.
hanna was sick from the end of hurricane harbor until today...i think she has an earinfection...her fever has gotten up to at least 104. that's really bad if you didn't know. lol.
ewww...the landig was kinda ruff this morning and perry threw up...he was in the seat rite infront of me and i could hear him so it made me almost throw up so i had to shut my ears. lol.
i don't think i told you...we rented minivans for this past week and the driver of my van was mrs. mulvenna. yes...alex's mom. i almost died. in the car everybody kept on saying stuff like, you better be nice and quiet in the van...and stuff like that. it was so funny. his sister is pretty nice once you get to know her...she goes to a private school so she's kinda pick about things is what makes her kinda rude...lol. alex has a band...i so didn't know that. ms. mulvenna told me. i asked her why he wasn't in choir and she said i would have to ask him that myself cuz she doesn't know y. then she said that he had a band...that's so HOTT! lol.
we named oue mini van susie...so me, molly, leslie, ashley, erin carstons(our navigator) were the Q's. like susie Q. lol. it was fun. i'll show you pictures when i get them and i see you next! ilusssssss much!
~Lauren~ Your fave little cheerio---
Friday, June 3, 2005
2:11PM
CALLI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M GUNNA MISS YOU SO MUCH THIS SUMMER. WELL THREE WEEKS...BUT IT SEEMS LIKE SO LONG. ILU ALWAYS! WHEN MY NECKLACE IS TURNED I 'LL KNOW IT'S YOU. LOL. HOPE YOU DO THE SAME FOR ME. LOL. J/K. LUV YOU TO DEATH. WILL MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW. WE HAVE TO GO SKATE BOARDING WHEN I GET BACK. LOL. LYLAS ~cheerio
Thursday, June 2, 2005
10:42PM
CALLI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omgsh. too much going on with church. i don't wanna be rude to molly and ashley but i am totally on leslie's side of this argument...well on like 3/4 of the argument. leslie is left out because molly and ashley are ALWAYS together now. molly is mad at leslie for being so rude about feeling left out, but she's not being rude about(she being leslie) and i agree with leslie on this point. molly and ashley do everything together. they even spend the nite at one other person's house together. like i have to be with both of them to be with one of them. grr. too much time with church peeps...wow, what'll i do this summer. lol. ne way. molly is mainly mad at leslie because she holds grudges(this time the she is molly) molly is mad about something leslie did in like september. molly and i had just started our journal and we told leslie that it said our crushes in it and leslie said she wouldn't read it. well she ended up reading it and finding out that at the time mlly liked ricky. so leslie was going out with him at that time and got like scared molly was gunna steal him or something so she started hanging with ricky all the time. molly is mad about leslie reading it when she said she wouldn't. i am totally with leslie on this because it was in the past...you shouldn't dwell in the past...and not live in the future, just set your mind on what's going on rite NOW! grr. i side with molly with molly's family problem stuff. i prolly shouldn't give you much detail but it's hard to explain if i don't so please don't tell her you know...and that you know from me. when molly was seven her pop(grandad) showed himself to her. it only happened once bcuz she was like you need to stop that rite now...well in march he did it to molly's cousin audrey...and she had just turned 7. molly's brother thinks that he's responsible for it happening to molly bcuz he's her older bro and he shouldve stopped it b4 it happened and leslie keeps on saying that josh is a jerk for thinking like that. and molly doesn't wanna hang out with leslie much because she's scared leslie is gunna say something rude. when kelley's sister was seven or so she was molested too and i spent the nite at leslies and leslie was annoyed with kelley for being annoyed with how long it took to get it into court and leslie was all "it shouldn't effect kelley, nothing happened to her" and molly thinks that leslie is going to say something like that to her. the last argument is ricky. i don't really like that leslie is going out with him because i'm scared she's gunna get hurt, like emotionally, bcuz she thinks she is going to marry ricky and well, we know they aren't gunna get married. and ricky can be rude and called marisa a *itch once and i just don't want leslie to get called that and just stuff like that. and i'm with leslie on this one too. molly seems jealous of leslie to me. like that's all she ever talks about. she totally denies likeing ricky and i believe her, but i think she wants ricky and leslie to break up just so leslie doesn't have a bf, and isn't happy. leslie gets annoyed with molly bcuz molly flirts with ricky all the time and he flirts rite back. and molly always makes these somewhat crude or rude comments about how leslie and ricky are going out. i got really annoyed with molly for calling perry pearbear all the time and i know how leslie feels about being laughed at. molly doesn't know what it's like tho bcuz she's never had a bf.
wowie, thx for letting me vent, even tho you don't read this very often tho. lol. well i'll ttyl. lylas! can't wait til saturday. gunna miss u this summer. :*(.
~your Cheerio~
http://www.cheerios.com/images/home/home_body_r2c2.gif go 2 the link please! lol. and the nest one too! http://www.iglou.com/sonic/fruitloop/fllogo.gif
Wednesday, June 1, 2005
9:38PM
hey! wow, long time no talk. i wonder if you can put chatter boxes in here?!?! i'm gunna try. plus i need to change my background. lol. i'll do that later. it's kinda late to try to get all the colors and everything...hmmm what to talk about...maybe that i haven't got a cruch and am going to be totally single all summer. hmm...there's always mikey while at the beach in florida. i would like matt cuz he's nice n stuff but i can't, and you know why. i think he's expect me to do some real nasty things with him and i'd rather be a true christian, unlike him, and not do that. so basically i either have to settle for someone who i won't see all summer except for the one week, a guy i mite like at church, or no one and have nothing-more like no one- all summer. lol. so it's mikey or zach. no calli, not zach austin...that would be so wrong. hmm. i think his last name is de la Garza...idk. whatever. well, i'm gunna have to go with mikey for the summer. does shay still like him? does he still think shay is hott. that seems so wrong to me to think shay is hott...not just cuz i'm a girl but i've known her for so long, it just doesn't go with her name as being hott. lol. don't ask, that just popped into my head. lol. i could always wait til berkner and see what the liberty and richardson guys have to offer, but that's so long. 2 months is a long time to a teenage girl. lol. so jack again...it seems like he likes you too. i think he liked you b4 and that's y he asked you if you mind him going out with macy, and it seems like he likes you now to. with the way you were talking about six flags it seems as tho tommy and erin might a have a cute lil fling this summer. lol. so about erin and the whole taylor thing. taylor had told me she broke up with robert becuz of trust issues...but then she told me he broke up with her because he was scared about losing their friendship(not just the line, but truly) i believe that one more. but now she is getting all panic attacky as if he's her property and she thinks that erin likes him but now i know y she hangs out with hime during science and lunch was to be with tommy too. i so get it. but yeah, taylor thot i liked robert and that robert liked me so that was her reasoning for wanting to break up with him. i think he does like me, and i think it's disgusting. i think that you should go out with someone you wouldn't mind kissing-especially me with my first kiss in the(near, hopefully) future- lol. well my parents are going to bed so i'll stop writing. luv ya calli, my fruitloop! ~Cheerio~
Saturday, May 14, 2005
3:33PM
i haven't written ina long time. if you are wondering where i've been...i've changed back to my xanga. it's different than this but i can always make it like this...you can use html codes...but you don't have to so depending on how much work i feel like doing i make my background change. it's so cute. lol. well i'm gunna check my e-mail...ttyl ~Lauren Lu!
Friday, February 11, 2005
5:45PM
Artist: Jesse McCartney Album: Beautiful Soul Title: Why Don't You Kiss Her
We're the best of friends And we share our secrets She knows everything that is on my mind Lately something's changed As I lie awake in my bed A voice here inside my head Softly says
[Chorus] Why don't you kiss her? Why don't you tell her? Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide? She'll never know If you never show The way you feel inside
Oh, I'm so afraid to make the first move Just a touch and we could cross the line Everytime she's near I wanna never let her go Confess to her what my heart knows, hold her close
[Chorus]
What would she say? I wonder would she just turn away? Or would she promise me that she's here to stay? It hurts me to wait I keep asking myself
Why Don't you kiss her (tell her you love her) Why Don't You tell her (tell her you need her) Why don't you let her see The Feelings that you hide Cause she'll never know If you never show The way you feel inside
Why don't you kiss her?
4:44PM
Omgsh...calli...u have to break up with him. U don't like...nor does he seem to like you. Except for the whole i'll walk home with you and then back tot he school thing. Like you said...u aren't there to him...just something to show off to his friends. lol. Hey, yeah i have a girlfriend. u know. but jus something to hug on. lol. srry. lol i a hing that i write a lot. well...now instead of focusing on u, we have to focus on me. nd travis. I dont think he likes me. I think he likes my company at church, but he said srry in advance for forgetting my name...cuz u have so many wacky friends to keep up with. lol. well i'm gunna go. ttyl...
!~Lauren~!
Tuesday, February 8, 2005
Monday, January 31, 2005
8:30PM
I just got back from Bibles Study...my day was pretty good Kyle got a haircut...looks so cute! lol. I noticed taht a lot of poops got their haircut this weekend. I notice things like that really easily. But yeah...kyle looked really cute...i never really used t notice what he wore before...i was to busy looking at his face...lol...but his jeans were really hott today. lol. well i have started to get really obsessive about him so...yeah, i think i'm gunna get over him sometime within the next month tho. i think i kinda like this guy at lberty taht i know thru church and thru calli...Travis...but i don't think that crush will last very long tho cuz he can be kinda quiet and kinda boring if you have nothing to talk about...which we don't but thalt's just cuz he doesnt know who i talk about...but that can be a good thing...whatever...my usual crush Kyle is just fine. well i am talking on im and am being interupted so i'm gunna go...luv yall like a fat kid luvs ice cream...
!~Lauren~!
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Friday, January 28, 2005
5:49PM
yay! so happy. I just finished deciding the classes i'm gunna take nest year. English 1---we have to take it Algebra 1---Have to take this one too biology---ewww...better not have to disect too much nastiness world geography---another one of those have tos health---I just wanna get it over with dance 1---counts as pe or fine arts credit! comm apps---communication applications---get it over with Latin---i hope they fire ms.kew b 4 next year Journalism---it's an elective course...plus i just wanna take it. lol
leave a message once you all have figured yours out!
lyl!!! ~L
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Watch her as she flew deep within the blue A day out from the county I.C.U. There's nothing you can do Someone gently says to you The doctor says that now it won't be long I try to live up til the moment and I hope that I don't blow it What is it in me that she hears? It's just a song she likes Little arms around my neck And a dying girl whispers in my ear
Tell me now can you feel it? I've been keeping company with a ghost She comes to me like a piece of summer She comes to me on the days when I need it most
Well summer dies and nothing lasts forever And you're so fine, the way you stand up to your fears Then summer dies and its just moments we have together I'd give my bones for you to get a few more years For you and I, oh Annie More than life than trying to survive, oh Annie
My boyfriend took pictures of me as I held you I travel alone and the loneliness brings me to tears Then summer dies and it's just moments we have together I'd give my bones for you to get a few more years For you and I, oh Annie More to life than trying to survive, oh Annie
Stronger than the hands that hold you You sing along to the song on the radio If I drank too much and I am wreckless Just this once could you forgive this
And hold on to days gone by Tell me now can you feel it? I can't keep this all to myself She's elegant and she means it, oh
Years for you and I, oh Annie More to life than trying to survive, oh Annie Watch her as she flew deep within the blue Watch her as she slips away from you I'll keep fingers crossed always for you
hope u liked it...gunna go knit...luv ya'll!!!
~L
Current mood:  whatever Current music: none---my head just hurts from the scratch i got last night
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
6:15PM
hey... i am really bored rite now. i should rlly go get ready for church. i have to be there in like 45 mins. b cuz we have started to plan BEACH RETREAT!!! i havent gon eb4 but i still get to help plan it. our theme id Hang Ten With God and the catch pharase?...Grab the Rite Board. we are gunna do verses that have to do with the choices we make. like wwjd kinda thing. the verse we chose to pu ton the shirt is. umm...lemme find it really quick...
ok And you shall do what is right and good in the sight of the Lord, that it may be well with you, an that you may go in and possess the good land of which the Lord swore to your fathers. Deuteronomy 6:18
we decided that on the back of the shirt it is gunna say "do what is right in God's sight"
so fun...well i gotta go design the shirt and go wat and make sure i have my Bible and stuff for church.
lyl <<< the y is for yall. lol
~L *big hug* lol.
Thursday, January 20, 2005
6:42PM
gunna go wat pizza then i'm gunna spend all nite with my puppy doubt my parents will let me stay with her all nite tho we have to put her to sleep 2moro very very sad can't cry anymore tho my eyes have lost all their tears ttyl
~L
Current mood:  sad Current music: none
Monday, January 17, 2005
5:12PM
Take the "How Well Do You Know Lauren?" quiz created on Tickle and see how you score. Here's the first question:
1. What's my worst habit? * Biting my nails * Being late * Being a slob * Losing things
Just click (or copy and paste) this link and you'll be taken to my quiz. http://connect.tickle.com/test.html?id=apgDdRk4VEE-16i4&
Lauren
I think this url is better than the last one. it might actually be the rite one. lol. ~L
2:32PM
been taking a lot of quizzes lately...my handwriting says i'm trustworthy...go to tickle.com to find out what yours says about you. go take my quiz see if you know me...
http://invite.tickle.com/B7MEB6aY7Fu_kMrk&
it'll be muy fun. lol.
really bored...not really cuz calli's here so i just said that i was bored. Well we made...ok... i made a stupid barbie makover thing...she looked really bad. lol.
~L
Current mood:  dorky Current music: none
Saturday, January 15, 2005
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